I’m so conflicted right now. I’ve been hurt and I’ve hurt someone. We had such a strange relationship. Both scared and distant, both defensive. We both decided to just be friends. That’s cool, but we both have feeling for eachother still, and we still talk. I enjoy talking and I honestly think it’s for the best that we just be friends but it still doesn’t change the fact that I have feelings and doesn’t change that if I know he was hanging out with any other guy I’d get jealous. Even the thought. Ugh. So confusing. Feelings suck.